Don't get me wrong- I'm so happy.
But moments like tonight when I'm on Facebook chatting back in forth with the most hilarious women my heart just longs for college. I long to transport back and laugh and cry and complain again.... I long to sit in chapel and text while being a chapel card monitor. I long to feel really poor and busy while all the time not actually being poor and business being self-induced most of the time because I'm such a procrastinator.
I long to be the craziness of college. I don't want to go back... I've been back since and it's not the same. I want to be teleported back to what it was. I want to taste a moment of college again. To walk on cougar walk and be home. To be bored and walk a few apartments over and sit on a different couch and enjoy company of friends and eat cheap and fattening foods.
I know I will never have that again. Part of knowing that makes it so special. And part of knowing that makes me want to cry. It was so good and wild in it's own way. I didn't know it would go by so fast. I wish I would have known... although people told me and I just didn't get it.
It flew by.. now I have about 100,000 pictures and the most amazing memories to remind me. And the best friends to take me back to that totally carefree, hilarious part of life for the rest of my life.
With love from Roseville,
Paige
But moments like tonight when I'm on Facebook chatting back in forth with the most hilarious women my heart just longs for college. I long to transport back and laugh and cry and complain again.... I long to sit in chapel and text while being a chapel card monitor. I long to feel really poor and busy while all the time not actually being poor and business being self-induced most of the time because I'm such a procrastinator.
I long to be the craziness of college. I don't want to go back... I've been back since and it's not the same. I want to be teleported back to what it was. I want to taste a moment of college again. To walk on cougar walk and be home. To be bored and walk a few apartments over and sit on a different couch and enjoy company of friends and eat cheap and fattening foods.
I know I will never have that again. Part of knowing that makes it so special. And part of knowing that makes me want to cry. It was so good and wild in it's own way. I didn't know it would go by so fast. I wish I would have known... although people told me and I just didn't get it.
It flew by.. now I have about 100,000 pictures and the most amazing memories to remind me. And the best friends to take me back to that totally carefree, hilarious part of life for the rest of my life.
With love from Roseville,
Paige
