Something that's been on my mind for a while is "Choose Joy." I had been thinking of this slogan and heard it was also an APU slogan for the year, so it just seemed fitting for me to mull it over. What does "Choose Joy" even mean in my life?
I've decided it does not mean "Choose Happiness." It does not mean I am unrealistic positive or that I ignore hurt, negativity, reality, etc. It does not mean everything is going right for me and I am happy as a result. (Although I never mind that scenario ;))
This year I have been the most emotional I've ever been. Yes, we've had a lot of transition and change in our first year of marriage. BUT I think I let those transitions become an excuse for not taking control of my emotions. I started to feel like a monster who's impulse reactions became my only reactions. I started to feel crazy.
In this, I realized I was not choosing joy. I was choosing to dwell in self-pity, frustration... whatever it was... and not moving beyond that into the hope and joy that Jesus gives us.
A life following our Lord is not one that is easy, but it's a good one. It's one full of joy despite all circumstances. It's one where we practice self-control, not to suppress our emotions, but to react respectfully, honorably, and courageously.
So in this new year I am beating it into my head to "Choose Joy." To choose to walk in the joy that Jesus brings us and not dwell in self-destructive thought patterns or practices that lead no where good.
Feel free to join me. :)
With love from Sacramento,
Paige
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